While dieting felt great while was doing it, and I’m at the best weight of my adult life, it’s really screwing me over right now. The foods I love and crave are mostly pretty low in calories. I’m used to eating a fairly small amount of food, and while I’m eating more now, there is a limit to how much I can eat before I feel uncomfortably full. I also need a moderate amount of exercise to not feel crazy and to try and beat back the back aches. The end result is that I’m trying to eat enough and failing. I am waking up with headaches in the middle of the night, which cause me to bitch about the cats to my poor husband. Also to feel like crap.

Also we’re moving to Portland and since Brad is working frantically, that task falls mostly to me. I am not having fun.